Saturday, August 13, 2005

Everything better than everyone else...

As the first of two weddings approach that I will be attending for the week, I'm constantly reminded and bomabarded mostly by family memebers of when I'm going to get "a nice girl" and "settle down". I'm so fucking sick of this talk I want to explode. As I get older, I begin to think more and more that marriage and relationships and all that shit just isn't for everybody. A friend recently referred to my current attitude towards women and relationships and the like as being "emotionally retarded" but I don't think that immaturity and a lack of need to commit to something are mutally exclusive. It's not even that so much, as...I see all these people limping in their so-called relationships, and then I hear people whining about finding their one person blah blah fucking blah and I want to say get the fuck over yourself. Some friends have called it being picky but I don't even think of it on that level anymore. Yeah, I guess i could settle for the first thing that shows me intrest, but I'm so dead set against ending up not happy that a refuse to settle. I don't know why people make things so fucking difficult. What's wrong with being interested in someone and getting to know them. I do envy my friends getting married this weekend in this, thyey've been involved in their relationships long enough to know their doing the right thing. I'm so tired of these labels and contradictions on what people put on what theya re. Boyfriend girlfriend, dating, seeing each other, going steady, what the fuck ever you call it, it justs eems like some need that we have to prove to our parents in some socialogical way, that our staus is in tow with the rest of the way everything supposed to line up. EVen if you label it as "friends with benefits" or whatever you want to call that whole thing, haven't you at least but some sort of inverstment in the other person. Doest it even have to be anymore than that? I'm just completely not complcit in follwoing what we are supposed to do by societies standards when referring to all this relationship bullshit. I don't understand why amazing converstions with girls have to lead to anything more than more amazing conversations. I don't know what happened to the days where we could just let thngs go as they may. If it mean follwoing some faux standard that's been provided to us through books and media and what's presented as what we should do, I'd rather just be alone.

Currently listening :

Miss Machine
By Dillinger Escape Plan
Release date: By 14 October, 2003

Sunday, August 07, 2005

The boon of wisdom and the sage of advice...

Strippers are the most honest, forthright people you can meet. If you ask them to be totally honest and up front about something they will be, no hold bars. And there's no pre conceived notions of what your relationship with them is, you want to see them naked, and theyw ant to take your money. Little did I realize however, how theraputic talking to a stripper with none of these pre-coceived notions of sex or relationships. because sometimes, for a second at least, it's not all about seeing another person naked on the stage in front of you but getting to know, even for a brief second, someone who makes a lot of money tkaing of her clothes to fulfill some dudes fantasy that he could every be with her. But wait I've gotten off topic. What I really wanted to say is that the common misconception about a woman who takes her clothes of for money is that she's dumb and can find no better job than this. But that's not it at all in reality is it?

Just note this...if you spend an hour in a strip club talking to someone who's job it is to take her clothes off in front of you, but instead you talk about a girl who's job it isn't to take her clothes off in front of you, and the adult entertainer says, you know there might be something to should probably listen to that advice.

Whether you can do something with it or not.....

And don't ask me how we got into that conversation because that was after much Jager and Tequila...but what I was left with was the wisdom of a stripper...and it's not something to be taken lightly...

Currently listening :

The Wiretap EP
By Your Enemies Friends
Release date: By 18 June, 2002