Sunday, August 30, 2009

"Reset."

We can dwell and analyze things that have happened in the past (recent or ancient) and things we can't change or we can just be.

It's hard to set yourself up in a new state of mind if you've spent any extended amount of time over-thinking what your life has been before.

Life is life. It is what we thought it was.

I don't hold anger well. I don't think anyone actually does. Anger is not a natural state to live one's life in.

The one thing she said to me that makes sense, and is the most honest thing she ever said to me was that time heals all wounds.

I'm not a typically bitter or angry person. I want things to be healed. It's quite possible that they never will be however.

That's not me, it's her.

It's definitely her.

There's no such thing as too nice. This is a fallacy made up by people who want to ignore the real problems in their own lives. Too nice is an excuse. Excuses can step the fuck off.

In the end, you have major problems if your misconception is that someone is too nice to you, cares about you too much. These things are terms people make up to justify a lack of logic in their own lives.

It's sad really.

If you want an asshole, you deserve an asshole.

That's sad too.

I just don't care anymore. (Not to be confused with being bitter or angry. It's both better and worse depending on the stance you take on not caring about things.)

Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life.

Scratch that.

Today is the first day of the rest of my life.